Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

ACHU! *sniff* *sniff* i told you i'm allergic to broken promises. :P RATS. i wasn't able to blog yesterday. xD anyway.. today is the 29th of february! and today is somewhat connected to what i was itching to say since sunday :) Well last sunday, Pastor Joe Bonifacio talked about love :) How it is supposed to be... How it really should be... How it really is. :) I don't know if you still don't get it yet.. but i'm a hopeless romantic. I AM IN LOVE WITH LOVE. and being loveless at the moment. no that doesn't sound right... and not being with the love of my life yet,  or not being to even have a hmm... glimpse? clue? on who he is. ok fine. and not being with someone now makes me feel... irritated? insecure? impatient? hopeless? but then... Pastor Joe assured me last sunday with God's words one more time... just like how I was blown away with Pastor Peter... Pastor Joe used simple yet concrete examples, illustrations, comparisons for us to get a better g

hmm... how will i go on with this... let me think for a while. hours and hours later i still haven't figured out on how to go on about this.. i think i finally got it! I'M SINGLE! by CHOICE! :) yup. NOT anymore single by force :P and after a few minutes.. i lost it again. xD gaaahhhhd. i don't want to make another crappy post so... TOMORROW I SWEAR :) btw. the "tomorrow for sure" came from that spongebob episode where they decided to be parents to this clam shell and how patrick always promises to go home early to take turns in taking care of the baby.. haha #sharelungs xD

Blog post tomorrow :) today... you're free to enjoy these. :)) forgive me... 1st time using liquid eyeliner! xD my mommy (lola) told me that she was an expert on applying liquid eyeliner when she was younger! sooo blame my lola for me doing these to myself LOL and yes these are NOT DSLR photos so.. quality sucks. xD casting shadows.  i want someone who will make me wonder all my life... :P One of the biggest forms of flattery is knowing that just by being your normal, wonderful self, you make someone fall in love with you. . looking at something. well uh.  DRAMA PRINCESS! :)  and my theme song :) GAHD. I LOVE FRANCESCA BATTISTELLI :) Keeping Me Guessing - Francesca Battistelli :)

MY BLOG. MY WORLD. MY RULES. -anne andres- (borrow ako anne ah! :P) tried to delete this... but oh well..  hindi ko kaya pinapatamaan... tinitira ko talaga kayo. 

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table While I look outside So many things I'd say if only I were able But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by You've got opinions, man We're all entitled to 'em But I never asked So let me thank you for your time And try not to waste any more of mine Get out of here fast I hate to break it to you babe But I'm not drowning There's no one here to save Who cares if you disagree? You are not me Who made you king of anything? So, you dare tell me who to be Who died and made you king of anything? You sound so innocent All full of good intent Swear you know best But you expect me to Jump up onboard with you Ride off into your delusional sunset I'm not the one who's lost With no direction, oh But you'll never see You're so busy making masks With my name on it in all caps You've got the talking down Just not the listening Who cares if you disagree? You are n

I've been putting off this movie for a year now... GOD has given me the perfect time to watch it... My family is under the same problem we had back then... only now, it's tougher... but just like Angus Buchan... last time we planted maize and now we are planting potatoes... Maize you can see, but potatoes, they are different you need to have faith Of course, last time required a lot of faith as well.. but there was, you know, a clear sign of hope... My dad was strong back then... He had years of investment and we all knew that he can make it... IF there were doubts before... it was just so little, so tiny, barely nothing . Now.... we don't know what we have to face.. OF COURSE we trust God the way we trusted him before, even bigger this time, but just as i said... we are planting potatoes right now... WE DON'T KNOW what we have under the ground... WE DON'T KNOW if we really have potatoes down there... but one thing is for sure... GOD IS WITH US :) Ecclesiast

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haha. BECAUSE. the previous post is just so beautiful already.. :)) so the story is this. i went there because it was a requirement... :) the original plan is I go there for a week then go back here and graduate... :) BUT hours after arriving EVERYTHING CHANGED! :) my dad said that we should consider just staying there for good and start studying there as soon as possible. :)) can you just imagine the shock. anyway... I bargained... i gave up graduation for the chance to go back here again! :) *BTW, the graduation that i am talking about is supposed to be this coming... MARCH 2013, i am supposed to be an intern this coming May, if i happen to pass all my subjects this sem that is.*  i somehow told my dad that it would be ok if i quit school now and study there this coming september, but i just have to get back to the philippines! and he told me "ok, you will just finish this sem and after that you go back here again..." I mean... I could have just stayed there... you know.

all day... staring at the ceiling making friends with the shadows on the wall... :P if you know that song.. you're old enough :)) Last January, I went to "my final home on earth" as my dad said.... And did you know that I almost wasn't able to get back to my ehh not-so-home home :P so here it is. the story to that. something that i should have typed a long time ago... something that i should have dealt with, accepted a long time ago... THE STORY IS HERE! : figured some won't like to read the story so placed it on a separate post... PLUS THERE IS A VERY SPECIAL SURPRISE DOWN/UP THERE! :)  http://someoneyouwillneverbe.blogspot.com/2012/02/story-p.html You know how in the beauty pageants, how they say their names and the place they grew up in or represent? WHAT IF i'm going to be in one... would i say...  Hi! I'm Mariel Lynne Tan of San Mateo Rizal! or.... Mariel Lynne Tan of Marikina City!  or  of Philippines!  or... of Doha, Qatar! or of University

My new love.... SHY THAT WAY cover by Joseph Vincent and Clara C :) LITERALLY listening to this for days! :) and yes, i'm shy this way :P hahaha last day of exams tomorrow! WOOOHHOOOO! This is the most fail exams ever! i'm always tired of NOT studying. i know i've been wanting to sloe things down but... nope not today. fast forward please. fast forward to the good life :P