Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

“People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.  If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway. If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway.  For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.”  ―  Mother Teresa

*better is a one day in your courts, better is a one day in your house, better is a one day in your courts than a thousand else where :) starfield at edmonton was just. amazing. Thank you Lord for these people that you continue to use for your kingdom. :) i can not really go into details now and i'm not exactly sure if i can have them later but one thing is for sure. i wont waste what happened to me that night... I dont want to be away from my Lord again. I dont want to be this. and it is crazy to to expect changes even if i am not doing anything different. so MY LIFE BEGINS TODAY :) shaking out all the bad vibes. shutting down every negativity. LIVING AND LOVING ONE MORE TIME. embracing life. as it is. and this time... it's going to be... I WILL GO! still still but with a little attitude i guess. :)) even if no one follows. To the desperate eyes and reaching hands To the suffering and the lean To the ones the world has cast aside Where you want me I will be

This is the part of me that you'll never ever gonna take away from me. BACK TO BLOGGING! :) hmm.. what to write about... i've been gone for so long.. and the last posts were just miserable. i hope i  will never have to do that again in my life! xD update? well... things have been going well... except for so many things but that's just details. healing. :) and for a super weird note... 'somebody that i used to know' is playing. why does everything in my life seem to be all about you, huh? I'M SEEING STARFIELD TOMORROW! :) and i am soooo excited :) forgive me i havent blogged in so long that i forgot how i do it so for now i am just going to type whatever. so sorry, kuya patch and future yeye, you will need to have to endure this :)) i know how important writing stuffs like this because just this week i went through my youtube account and looked over my 'favorite' videos and it felt so good to be watching them all again :) with the phi