Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

Day 30 – A picture of someone you miss i would definitely miss this 30 day photo challenge but this will have to be my answer… hahaha too much of myself? well this picture shows my smile :) i will miss my real happy smile.

Day 29 – A picture that can always make you smile I can always hear this picture speaking… “but that’s new stuff… you gotta wait for it!” :P

Day 28  - A picture of something you’re afraid of. June 4 to be exact….

Day 27 – A picture of yourself and a family member my dear brother  and just stating the obvious… his teeth are chocolate coated  hahahaha

Day 26-A picture of something that means a lot to you OHANA

Day 25-A picture of your day well for this day, I am awake. OBVIOUSLY. but the past days was spent like this… always. me trying to sleep because it is freaking 10 AM and still haven’t slept yet. DON’T KNOW WHY. hmm. I should get help?

Day 24-A picture of something you wished you could change not just that part of the world ok. EVERYTHING. I’m waiting for the world to change today I found out that my tita died. after years of being bedridden. My sincerest condolences for my cousins and tito. Though I know for sure tita is in a better place now. She’s with our dear Lord. And for us Christians… Death IS NOT the END of everything but only the BEGINNING.

Day 23 – A picture of your favorite book I am not really sure if it’s the bible soo… I’m just gonna put this.

Day 22 – A picture of something you wish you were better at If I were to answer this casually, it would be at everything. I wish I could be better at everything. but since this includes, posting a picture, I think I have to do with this. I wish I was better at playing guitar. Though I know I will be, if I put in some effort. but naaahhh. I’m just to lazy busy for that

they say that tomorrow is the end of the world. WELL TECHNICALLY. it’s today  hahaha but I don’t believe that. then why am I writing again? because a part of me wants it to happen. I just want everything to end right here right now. I know what I am thinking is pretty selfish. but what can I do? I’m just a girl constantly seeking for love and when I have finally found it here I am again about to lose it. if everything ends today at least I can say I finish happily. BOTTOM LINE IS: I JUST DON’T WANT TO GO AWAY FROM HERE. I WANGT TO BE HERE. but what can I do? I NEED to be there. I NEED to endure everything. I NEED TO.

Day 21 – A picture of something you wish you could forget. This came to mind. now there’s a lot of something I wish I could forget.  though, I don’t entirely WISH I could forget THAT… but I wish I could forget the pain it brought and still bringing whenever I remember.

Day 20 – A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel I always wanted to go to korea. Because of the amount of korean dramas I have watched  But then.. this will do for now. I would love to travel EVERY PART OF THE PHILIPPINES PLEASE!

Day 19 – A picture and a letter hmm.. I’m just not in the mood to write a letter. But here it is… Dear Nick, or delta. who ever reads this first Are you really dating? Is this for real? And if this is true, who is Nikki then? or is she Nikki? Do you really have a formspring account, Nick? Sincerely yours, Mariel

Day 18 – A picture of your biggest insecurity. HAHAHA   well my nose, is not the prettiest. I know that. BUT… I also know that I am fearfully and wonderfully made. THOUGH MAN, my nose is big!

first. I didn’t want to make this as well. BUT there are just certain situations when you just can’t “let it go” or “let it pass by” I’ve reached the point of ENOUGH. SO. I know I’M NOT PERFECT . I NEVER CLAIMED I AM . I know my attitude is not that perfect either. I have my moments . JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE DOES. AND YES THAT INCLUDES YOU . SERIOUSLY. The person I hate the most are those PRETENDING to be so perfect . And don’t get me wrong. I’m bashing on you like this not because of WHO YOU ARE because TRUST ME. I believe there is NOTHING that could change you. I am doing this because of WHAT YOU HAVE DONE. AND I hope that this post will be a REALITY CHECK FOR YOU. The words you have just said is JUST TOO MUCH. I could have let it go like that last time and that other time but TODAY. NOPE. you’re not getting away with what you have done. You say TOO MUCH. No wonder.   forgive me I know that’s out of the picture. ANYWAY. Seriously WHO ARE YOU TO SAY those words. just

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently most of the challenges was thought over in just seconds. This one took me the longest time yet, I think. I don’t really know what to answer but, this came to mind. a picture of Centralia, Pennsylvania. I just thought that, there really is MORE than what meets the eye. Who could have thought that THAT would be the story of that city?

the 100 questions 1. HAVE ANY SCARS?  a lot. 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? JONAS BROTHERS! 3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE? there are SO MANY disney movies than you ever imagine. 4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO? pop, rnb 5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? afternoon. I think. 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?  sleep. 7. WHO DO YOU MISS?  everything philippines. BUT I DON’T WANT TO GO THERE YET. THANK YOU. 8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?  Family Memories 9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?  still his smell. 10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? yes. 11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK? Yes. 12. WHAT DID YOU SEE YOURSELF DOING 5 YEARS AGO, TODAY? I don’t really remember. 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE/ PERFUME? his perfume. 14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR TO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? just as long as it suites his face 15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED/PROPOSING AT? garden 16. COF

Day 16 – A picture of someone who inspires you I get inspiration from a lot. from movies, to personalities, to EVERYONE. but today I have to answer this. my grandmother  I want to be like her when I grow older. As she says it “sophisticated and ELITE”

Day 15 – A picture of something you want to do before you die. THERE ARE TONS of things I want to do before I die. But for today, this will do. celebrate my 18th birthday

Day 14 – A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without. Thinking about it, gives me the chills. MY PARENTS

Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist. THE MOST AWAITED DAY  the BROTHERS that rocked my world. The Gentlemen who is so known for their purity rings. BUT MOST OF ALL the boys who made a great difference in my life... THE JONAS BROTHERS!!!!!!!!

Day 12 – A picture of something you love. since it will be fitting to post the opposite of what I posted yesterday, here it is. This is BUNNY  I tell her I love her everyday  though she’s not mine. She’s my sister’s. She’s the 1st pet we had here in doha

I don’t know if this is really me right now. but I just have to say it. MAYBE I don’t really miss YOU at all. I miss ME missing YOU. that’s why I get so confuse. “she’s nothing like me” “because she’s not you” I GET IT.  THANKS!   PS. who needs closure when it’s already THROWN AWAY?!

Day 11 – A picture of something you hate. THIS IS THE MOST. I can’t even look at the picture. I HATE THIS POST. This is the post that I would not be able to see again. or forget that if I do.

Day 10 – A picture of the person you do the most crazy things with hmm.. what was the most crazy thing I have ever done? THERE’S A LOT. but I think this is it. That day is HISTORY  that was MJ’s debut in The fort yet that picture was taken in Eastwood

Day 9 – A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most. My MAMA  her mere presence gets me out of anything  As a child, if ever I will have nightmares, I just had to hold my mama’s hands or any part of her body for that matter, and I know everything will be ok

To my ever dearest Mama The one who endured all the pain just to get me out safely, The one who protected me from all kinds of harm (even frogs) The one who still loves me even when I am grumpy, The one who patiently feeds me with her GREAT cooking (HAHAHA), The one who is happy for all of my achievements, whether big or small, Being a full-time mother is one of the highest salaried jobs in my field, since the payment is pure love.  ~Mildred B. Vermont I love you Mama  Because I can’t say this to you personally, I made you read it instead  I am so blessed to have you! Thank you for being patient with me, for understanding me. Forgive me, if sometimes I can’t see your unconditional love for me. Forgive me if sometimes I am not contented with the love you are giving me. It’s just sometimes I miss you so much, I forget how much you love me. I love you MAMA! IKAW NA! THE BEST KA EH

Day 8 – A picture that makes you laugh at first I didn’t know what to post. I laugh ate everything! BUT HERE IT IS… a picture of me and my little brother, MICO  well we were taking a lot of picture that day and this picture is the MOST AUTHENTIC picture  I was trying to avoid his tongue. That’s some genuine reaction right there!  And it just serves this day right! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICO!

everything is mine. my day, my celebration, my memories. yet he want it his way. how heartbreaking is that? why can’t he just put it simply and just write down his own plans then? why would I have to make my plan so he could alter it? isn’t it should be the other way around though? after all this is mine. I am seeing myself many years from now. I will look back to that day saying.  I had it in my mind. but everything was according to his plan.

Day 7 – A picture of your most treasured item. my Canon D1000  I know it’s not THE MOST expensive camera out there BUT that camera is MINE. and it’s worth MORE than any camera in the world.

Day 6 – A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day I am happy with my life. JUST PUTTING IT THERE. haha but if asked at different times I have a couple of who I want to trade places with for a day. Even fictional characters sometimes, like Kagome of Inuyasha. BUT I think today I would like to be… MAYA KIBBEL. Nick j’s bestfriend.

Day 5 – A picture of your favorite memory. this is the hardest yet. hmm… This came to my mind. Christmas of 2009  for being away for the first and longest time EVER, I am finally back.

Day 4 – A picture of your night. YUP. That’s how I spend my nights. Modeling for toblerone. NOT  Well tonight is just those nights where my sister would agree to play dress-up with me. I am her barbie-doll

Day 3 – A picture of the cast of your favorite show. I have had a fair amount of shows. I loved a lot of them but NOT as much as I love HEROES

Day 2 - A Picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.  My sister :) NEED I SAY MORE? it's true that growing up we are not this close. But STILL. WE ARE SISTERS :)) and as mirah's song for her ate micah... "We are bestfriends forever :P"

for MAY. WOW. TIME FLIES SO FAST ALRIGHT.  1st. ENOUGH HUNCHBACK-YEYE. i am going to make sure my back is ALWAYS straight. i'll need this for the future. :) --- still no progress AT ALL. I really need to put in extra effort on this one. starting uhmm. LATER. after i finish this :P hahahah   2nd. BE THE DIFFERENCE that you always wanted to be. that the world needs. ---  Still making my steps! ang DUH WINNING! :)  3rd. LESS OF YOURSELF MORE OF OTHERS. as the movie "TRON" said it.. remove yourself from the equation ;) not EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU. BUT of course TOO MUCH HURTS NOW. ---   Missed on this a few times for the previous month. i'm continually seeking God's help on this one!  4th. I-TOLD-YOU-SO-NO-MORE. stop saying i told you so. enough proving you're right and they are wrong. ;) ---   totally said it a lot of times this month. forgive me.  5th. READ YOUR BIBLE. i PLAN to finish the bible :) it's possible! ---  YES YES YES! never sleeping without

GOT this from Mae Tiu! :)) and i know i haven't finished blogging my PDL experience yet here i am creating another daily post thing. BUt this is just posting pictures so, this should be easy right?  DAY 1!  A picture of yourself with 15 facts. Laughing can really kill you.  Men can breastfeed. Your hand can have a life of its own Wedding rings are worn on the fourth finger of your left hand because people used to believe that the vein in this finger goes directly to your heart. On average, people are more afraid of spiders than death. Heart attacks are more likely to happen on a monday. Polar bears are left handed. Your hair is almost indestructible. You can survive without food but not without sleep. You can't kill yourself by holding your breath. You can never create a folder anywhere on your microsoft computer named CON From a distance, Earth would be the brightest of 9 planets. This is because the sunlight is reflected by the planet's water. I orig