Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

PLAY: Part of Me - Katy Perry ~i initially recorded me singing it just to make sure if singing with a stuffed nose would really sound bad. and it did. so just read and sing this with me :)) Days like this I want to drive away|Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade| You chewed me up and spit me out| Like I was poison in your mouth|You took my light, you drained me down |But that was then and this is now|Now look at me|| This is the part of me|That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no| This is the part of me|That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no|T hrow your sticks and your stones, throw your bombs and your blows|But you’re not gonna break my soul| This is the part of me|That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no|| I just wanna throw my phone away|Find out who is really there for me | You ripped me off, your love was cheap| Was always tearing at the seams |I fell deep, you let me down|But that was then and this is now |Now look at me||Now look at me

since i still can not find my words... new for me actually because everybody knows i talk a lot. like a lot. i'll just post another video! of what i've been up to lately. well this didnt really take up much of my time... i had a week to prepare and like 10 seconds of the song to dance so... :))))) anyway. here it is!

I am once again in the phase where i am too conscious of what others might think or say about me that's why i can not post anything. i actually have typed a lot of things already but decided to just erase it because of the fear of anybody knowing what's going on. even though i clearly know that kuya patrick is the only one reading this, i can not seem to type anything that is relevant to what's going on with my life because of the fear of having "people" know. this may be too much but i am finding the internet a "not safe" environment. ok. i totally sound like a weirdo now. i guess all i want to say is... I miss blogging.