Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

I know I know. I’m getting tired of this myself. This post, as shallow as it may be, is inspired by John Lloyd and Sarah G. A photo from a year ago. I have been trying for weeks now to capture me, the way I used to. I remember having #selfie shots in random places and moments and somehow I am always happy with how I look… Sure, some shots would be annoying but still… lately, I can’t. find. me. in the photo. Something is always off. “parang may kulang eh… wala yung ngiti niyang abot hanggang mata” I tried recreating everything I used to do but nothing worked. nothing. no one. can fill the void. except JESUS CHRIST. until I am fully connected with Him. I won’t experience the joy, peace, LOVE! I felt before. I KNOW. I have said that a million times but it is not quite sinking in. and then… IT’S A CHOICE! nothing’s happening because I am simply waiting. waiting for it to happen. I thought time is all I need. I forgot I had to make a choice. EVERYDAY. I have to…c

Blog renovations soon! for now.. here's a song... yeah. I love Donnalyn so much i do what she does :))))) though this song speaks to/for me too. sooo.... ITS OK TO CRY! :)

That sinking feeling you get when you dont get what you want... when the things you expected to happen didn't follow through... CHANGE.. nothing in this world is permanent except CHANGE. and The LOVE OF THE LORD. and surprisingly.. after everything that i have been through for the past year... after all the heartaches and tears and disappointments and frustrations and anxiousness... This sundae still tastes the same. This has been... Mcdonald's i'm lovin it! :))))))))))))))))))))

http://someoneyouwillneverbe.blogspot.ca/2011/04/happy-birthday.html I can't live in a world where you and I are not together. and when i say together not together together but together . Happy birthday. Sorry but I am the kind of person whose words are not light. I say things I mean and mean the things that I say... When I said those words 2? years ago I meant those. I told you a lot of times and I will tell it to you today again... You were, are my definition of forever... i told you.. many years from now we'll still be like that. you can ignore me all you want but. you are my bestest friend. you will be one of the person that will come to mind every time i have an accomplishment, trials, heartaches, awesome thoughts and whatnots. i will be wishing in my heart that you will hear me... My words didnt change. my promises still stands.. yours may have faded and may be not applicable anymore but mine still is.. I will always be here so that you know where to find me ;)