Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

mY 4th yr project in values.. as i remember it.. our teacher asked us to choose which philosophy is best applied in our lives.. and this is how i did it! :)) --- HAHAHA ANG HABA PALA XD --- I, my self, prefer to be more of a realist. Realism is seeing things as what they truly are. It is not wrong to dream and to create a vision of what you want to be or how things you want to be in the future but being able to see the true value of a certain object is, to what I believe, is a blessing. I once read in a book, though it is only in the writer’s opinion, it says that when you die you will not actually go to this “paradise” but instead God will give you the chance for Him to explain your life and that will be the greatest gift you can ever receive. I believe in that. That being able to see the real meaning why you have met this certain someone, experienced this certain situation and felt those certain feelings will be the best reward one can ever receive. Through realism, we can achieve th...

HAHA whaT mariel means by urban dictionary XD SUPER LOL A girl that is very spontaneous that always has some amazing advise to give. She'll always be there even if she has something better to do. Basically the best person you can meet in life. =] also, very talented. "Dangggggg that Mariel girl has got it going on!!!" Not, as said by other people, a slut, but in fact a highly intelligent, sarcastic, virgin. They frequently sigh at the stupidity that they are surrounded with Jazz: I dont dress slutty, i get all A's, AND my IQ is 120 Ho: Psshaw! Your SUCH a Mariel. Im going to go have sex with 10 diffrent guys then fail all my tests and repeat the grade! A dumbass who has no idea what is going on around her (or him but that would be weird) Mariel thought there was fifty-one states yesterday, so i slapped her and she shut up.

recentLy.. a classmate asked me.. how can i keep believing ins something that i don't see.. in something that is not yet proven.. and i answered him.. isn't that what faith means? HAHA by that answer i thought i knew totally what faith is.. :) i am so caught up with the ideas of destiny, meant to be's that in everything i do... i believe that it was part of my "preordained" future. i know i make my own future... yet i would like to believe that there is a force that keeps leading me to a certain future.. something i never thought of yet becoming... until.. i noticed that i was using the idea of destiny as an excuse.. i am always fond of quoting "whats meant to be will always find its way!" just because i'm afraid of the consequences of my choices.. in being so caught up in destiny i was being afraid of the results of my own choices.. i was being afraid of making a choice... while on a ride i was thinking... how would we know that the things that we d...

*late publish sorry XD* "Our GOAL is to PLEASE GOD in everything we do. It makes no difference whether anyone applauds our action or not. We are called to be FAITHFUL, not famous." 1. make up your mind to be happy. learn to find pleasure in simple things. 2. make the best of your circumstances. no one has everything, and everyone has something of sorrow intermingled with gladness of life. the trick is to make the laughter outweigh the tears. 3. dont take yourself too seriously. dont think that somehow you should  be protected from misfortune that befalls other people 4. you cant please everybody. dont let criticism worry you. 5. dont let your neighbor set your standards. be yourself. 6. do the thing s you enjoy doing but stay out of debt. 7. never borrow trouble. imaginary things are harder to bear than real ones. 8. have many interests. if you cant travel, read about new places. 9. dont hold postmortems. dont spend your time brooding over sorrows or mistakes. dont be one who...

BLOG!!!!! for the first day of february.. BTW i missed PE today.. coz i'M uber tired.. that i needed rest BADLY.. so there.. so GAME! i'Ve been receiving much loVe lately.. eii not love-love but LOVE :) *i hope you get it* Everybody wants to be loved.. i mean who doesn't? i personally believe that the greatest gift that God gave us is to be able to love.. and be loved in return.. And now i can almost agree that i am at the peak of that! i am receiving much love from my family and friends that i feel like there's nothing more that can add up to that! I should be super happy now right? but NOT! coz' here's the thing... i've been receiving much love that i'm scared i can't respond to all of them.. i have so much on my plate right now.. that i am afraid i am not going to finish everything... i have so much love that i don't know what to do with them... you know what.. after deep thinking.. i'Ve realized something... THE GREAT THINGS IN LIFE ARE F...

YAY!!! this yeaR flew by sO fast! almosT didn'T felT it.. excepT of course for all the dramas and blessings i had :) and yeaaaahhhhhh it's as if i just wrote my last year's year-ender blog and now here i am with another year-ender blog! hahaha ok.. GAME! for this year... i wanna end it by writing everything that had happened to me this year! :) hoping i wouldn'T miss one! :) well at least the major events! JANUARY *and yeah this is how it's going down* ------ birthday ni kua!!! though nothing happened :)) haha i canT remember anything on my january... ooooohhhhh but yeah we're still together!!! haha LOL we are still super happy last january.. i think :)) and yeaHhhh PSD got us a new room!! waaaahhh i miss beryl XD and yeaH i think this was the time i got into the top 10 again :)) LOL AND how can i forget! NEW YEAR'S EVE *day* we, with family, had this meeting thing and we all ended up crying :)) HAHAHA mico started crying and everyone else followed :)) wahah...

GOT IT FROM JOYCE NOELLE PARAISO :) hehe pacopy ha? :) RULE 1 You can only say Guilty or Innocent. RULE 2 You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks! (So people reading this, if you want an explanation, comment.) Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens. Kissed one of your Facebook friends? ~GUILTY Danced on a table in a bar? ~INNOCENT Ever told a lie? ~GUILTY Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back? ~GUILTY Ever kissed someone of the same sex? ~guilty XD Kissed a picture? ~GUILTY Slept in until 5 PM? ~INNOCENT Fallen asleep at work/school? ~GUILTY Held a snake? ~INNOCENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Been suspended from school? ~GUILTY :)) Worked at a fast food restaurant? ~INNOCENT Been fired from a job? ~INNOCENT Done something you regret? ~GUILTY! Laughed unt...

i got it from my mama :P yellow - funny XD pink - agree! red - strongly agree! 1. liFe isn't fair buT it's stiLL good 2. wHen in douBT jusT taKe tHe nexT smaLL steP 3. Life is tOo sHort to wasTe time haTing anyone! :P 4. job wont take care of you whne you are sick. your friends and parents will. stay in touch 5. pay off your credit cards every month 6. you dont have to win every argument. agree to disagree 7. cry with someone. it's more healing than crying alone 8. it's ok to get angry with god. he can take it 9. save for retirement starting with your first paycheck 10. wHen it cOmes to chOcoLate, resistance is futile 11. make peace with your past so it wont screw up the present -- LOL 12. it's ok tp let your children see you cry 13. dont compare your life to others.. you have no idea what their journey is all about 14. if a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it 15. everything can change in the blink of an eye. but dont worry god never blinks 1...

yeeaaaahhhhh :)) i mean it.. the princess is back on her castle XD LOL hahaha before i start blogging what happened to me with the whole flight... just gotta say it... I JUST HAD A HOT BATH :D YIIIIEEEEEEE after 9 months? i finally had my super rewarding hot bath... oh my gosh... the feeling was like.... hhhaaaiiiiiii :) in a good way.. :) so let me start now.. it was the day of my much awaited flight... the day that i have been expecting from i dont know when.. the day i will go back HOME. :) honestly i was scared, afraid and terrified... i was scared that my visa would be questioned and etc. i was afraid that my flight would be cancelled and would be rescheduled... i was terrified that i would be flying alone.... but with those fears in me.. i still was excited :) and maybe i was super excited that i overpowered-forgot?- my fears..! sooo ok :) going to the airport.. honda isnt being cooperative.. he was like overheating? and the traffic was whoah! so i decided to just sleep rather th...

ahaha earlier this year i blogged about that.. lesson learned stuff... and nOw it's almost december i caNt believe i'M relying on that song still.... hahaYy.. but thaT soNG is the perfect description of where i am right now :) i haVe learned another lesson... and hopefullY i woNt commit mistaKes anywhere near this new learned lesson :) here's the song :) "Lessons Learned" There's some things that I regret, *tHouGh i dOnt reaLLy sUpporT regrets* Some words I wish had gone unsaid, *yeaaHHhh* Some starts, That had some bitter endings, *talK about it!* Been some bad times I've been through, *a loT actualLy* Damage I cannot undo, *hmmm.... :|* Some things, I wish I could do all all over again, *NDE RIN!! HAHAHA stiLL not there* But it don't really matter, *YES!* Life gets that much harder, It makes you that much stronger, *AGREE!!!!* Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned, *thaTs what i am trying to avoid bUt it was extremelY necessary :P* But there wer...

The RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4.tag 20 of your friends. 5. Have Fun! TAGGED. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? >> worth the wait :) -seriously that will be my answer :))- HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? >> From the inside out :)) -haha seriously rin..!! i want to be used :D- WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? >> before the storm -hahahaha NO IDEA but i like nick j though :))- HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? >> never ever - shout out louds - IDK - WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? >> yOu belong with me.! :)) - KC NAMAN AYAW PA MANIWALA.. YOU BELONG WITH ME NA NGA! YUCKK ANG PANGET XD - WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? >> your biggest fan.!!!!! :)) - IDK?! - WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? >> just so you know? -XD :)) OMG NO NO NO NO :)) knOw the lyrics and you'll get it.. FRIE...

yaY 1sT bLog.!!! :D and yes i suPer intended this to be an educational one.. SiNce i'Ve always wanted to be a difference.... i'LL start by providing you some facts, reasons, etimologies, etc... :D ~ i neVer... -ok not never- but i always believed that my bag is incomplete without aLcohol in it... :D haha i am not a 'germ freak' but i just feel comfortable with my alcohol :D ~ i don't look directly in the eyes... specially when talking... idk but i feel that when i do that person will be hypnotized :)) HAHAHAHA but seriously... i dOn't feel comfortable talking with my eyes even seeing the person i am talking to.. ~if i do look straight in your eyes... i am trying to figure you out... HAHA -edward-ish much?- those rare times that i am looking into someone's eyes are those times that i am in need to feed my curiosity and in need of answers... :D ~I am a sucker for chinny eyes :D and positively unique attitudes :D haha idk.!!! but really... all my perspectives a...

THE MAKING… Actually I’m in the middle of making my family a sort of presentation... Something that i want them to watch whenever they miss me... (hahaha coz I’m pretty and sure that they will) i know that my works aren't that much to view but i still want to make them... i even have a feeling that i  will make my own presentation in all of my birthdays  to surprise everyone (ironic isn't it?) so.... here's the story.. To be really honest... i was shocked that today is May 16 well to be more honest it’s already 12:26 am so technically its now may 17... getting back... i was suppose to meet my old friends today but since i didn't know that today is may 16 i was expecting to meet them sometime next week... what a bummer... since i totally missed it and I’m terribly sorry for it.. I can’t do anything about it... its already done... i hoped they had fun... but there’s one more thing that is bugging me... And it is that my parents will be returning back to Doha on the ...

oK...i jusT finished wathcing a film.. and i am not telling what it was because it will be embarassing but.. its about high school.. friendship.. and moving on to college.. yeah you might have a guess of what it is right now and i'm letting you believe in your own guesses.. what ever movie you think it is yeah it is that one.. :P i have never looked graduation this way.. after graduation i felt nothing.. being that our graduation was totally weird like the ambassador telling the parents to vote and something like tHat :D i didnt feet the moment maybe because i wasn't aware that this may be the last time of seeing my classmates again.. or maybe i know that specially after graduation in elementary i transferred school and never saw my classmates again, but i was just afraid of that feeling the feeling of being left behind... i was so focused on my future that i forgot i am living today. maybe the reason why i can smile through every trial i have is because i look after tomor...

abby thank you for everything that you have done to me.. thank you for crying during our recollection... i then knew i have a real friend.. that i have someone to count on.. someone that i know will cry for me.. sabi mo ang strong kO kc nDe ako umiiyak and i can still smile but aBby.. nDe.. mas strOng ka sakin kc nagawa mong umiyaK.. sa mga bagay na nDe naman nangyayari sayo.. alam mo bang sobrang gusto kong umiyak pero nDe ko talaga magawa.. prang nDe ako makahanap nmg sobrang laking reasons pra umiyak... pero nung nkita kitang umiyak... naiyaK akO.. and super sarap ng feeliNg..! aun auN.. thank yoU tlaga abBy.. fOr makinG my last days memorable.. thank you talaga sa lahat..remember when you didnt talk to me for about a month when we were in third year and when i asked you why you said "trip ko lng" wahahaha.. it still makes me laugh.. nDe kO alam perO prang nakakatawa lang tlaga.. =)) thank you din pla sa lahat ng party mo sa al khor.. nag enjoii tlaga ung kafated ko sa lah...

i just finished watching the latest drama that maDe my heart skipped a beat and i am so sad but at the same time feeling so kiLig about iT and actually wanting the same happily ever after in iT.. bUt nOw i am jusT so noT feeliNg it aNd this feeling forced me to do this... supposedly i am to enjoy this moment and sleep happily but because of this it ruined my moment so i am really frustrated and finally realized i am at this ENOUGH. i have finally reached ENOUGH.. its actually great that i can finally describe what ENOUGH feels like.. ow wait i canT.. :D i've been planning to do this for a long time now but today i really felt the need to do it NOW. its not that i am giving up 'coz really i dont wanna put it in my nature. lets just say i'm doing this because i came to love myself more than i love you. *and yes i do love you* this one is worse than the previous one we had. coz this time i really kept my hopes high. i really want to see what will happen in the future. i ...

:D musta? haha.. thank you rin sa lahat ng ginagawa mo para sa amin though yung iba may magkaiba tayong side and may mga times na magkaiba ang opinyon nten sa mga bagay bagay... salamat pa rin.. hmm... daddy sorry... kung may mga gusto ka man na hindi ko nagagawa sorry kung pasaway ako and makulit... sana daddy alam mo na love na love kita.! pagaling ka ha.! ikaw first dance ko sa debut ko eh... ikaw mag vi2deo sakin sa graduation ko sa college.. ikaw din mag aadvice kung pano ako gagawa ng CV.. haha cla ate nga ikaw gumawa eh :D ikaw din mag hahatid sakin pag ikakasal na ko.. ikaw din mag tuturo ng homework sa mga anak ko.. kaya kailangan mong magpagaling... magpataba ka na rin ha.! hindi bagay sayo mapayat eh.! haha aun aun.. daddy i love you.! thank you... sorry... alam ko na kung anung specialization ko.. cancer.! hehe inspired sayo.. gusto ko kcng matulungan lahat ng meron nun and help them to overcome and be strong like what you have done. i want every cancer patient to know that...

Now that I'm about to officially close another chapter of my life, a chapter in which i was able to grow and make huge steps, a chapter in which i experienced crying and laughing at the same time, a chapter in which i am deeply captivated with everyone who shared it with me, a chapter that i will never forget for the rest of my life, i want to take this time to reminisce and pour out my emotions for everyone. I remember my teacher in grade 6 saying how high school is the best time of your life, she said that our elementary memories are nothing compared to what we will get in high school and as i look back, i realized that she's correct. I did experience a lot; unfortunately i didn't enjoy those experiences well enough. I do feel a little regret about how i spent my high school days but seeing the brighter side makes me believe that it is still worthwhile. During my recollection in my elementary the priest told us to actually say thank you and sorry to everyone because...

Merry Christmas! Its Christmas tomorrow and sadly I'm not going to celebrate it in the Philippines again. Christmas is my favorite time of the year. It is the season of giving and of course who wouldn't want to receive gifts?  But this year it's going to be different. I'm not going to focus on myself but instead I'm thinking of everybody else. I have been receiving gifts all year round and I think that's already enough for me to have a wonderful Christmas this year. I believe the greatest gift I can give to the world is to share Jesus' love for everybody. I wanted to make a difference and I believe that by sharing Jesus Christ I will have it. The greatest gift a person can ever receive is salvation. I already received it several years ago and still getting its benefits until today. If you haven't received it yet I hope that you will finally accept it today. Jesus is offering you his love everyday and I hope today you will be able to accept it. Aft...

It's December 07 today and this year it is super special. I know that my dad celebrates his birthday every year and it is just the same this year and how come this year it is super special than the last years… As some of you may already know, my father has been discovered with some complications regarding his health. I never told him my reaction regarding this matter. Actually I'm not comfortable talking about his condition. I'm just not used to him being sick and all. My father is living a very healthy life. He has discipline with what he is eating, he doesn't have any vices. He quitted smoking several years ago, he does drink but occasionally. I never had the thought that he will be this sick. When my mother told us his condition, I think that broke my heart. I always bear in mind that God is the one responsible for everything that is happening to us. At first I didn’t understand what GOD wants and why did he let this happen. When I was about to question him, it ca...