Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

Edited from Donnalyn Bartolome's video :P DOWNLOAD HERE!  - 4squared or DOWNLOAD HERE! because my family enjoyed Donnalyn as much as I did. They even requested for a ringtone :))

FOR MY DEDDY.*you know with an accent * and i guess for everyone else who might just need this :) I KNOW.  it's hard. and there's nothing i can say to make it easier for you....  i know you've heard it all before... BUT LET ME JUST SAY IT TO YOU AGAIN... :) 2 Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of POWER, and of love, and of a sound mind" Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.   Philippians 4:6-7   Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. i know it is easier said than done... i know you can't see it so clear right now... BUT THAT'S EXACTLY THE POINT! Romans 8:24-25  For in this hope we were sav...

To my ever dearest Mama The one who endured all the pain just to get me out safely, The one who protected me from all kinds of harm (even frogs) The one who still loves me even when I am grumpy, The one who patiently feeds me with her GREAT cooking (HAHAHA), The one who is happy for all of my achievements, whether big or small, Being a full-time mother is one of the highest salaried jobs in my field, since the payment is pure love.  ~Mildred B. Vermont I love you Mama  Because I can’t say this to you personally, I made you read it instead  I am so blessed to have you! Thank you for being patient with me, for understanding me. Forgive me, if sometimes I can’t see your unconditional love for me. Forgive me if sometimes I am not contented with the love you are giving me. It’s just sometimes I miss you so much, I forget how much you love me. I love you MAMA! IKAW NA! THE BEST KA EH

and suddenly i feel so beautiful :) HAHAHA

2011 is officially the year of reunions :) for me. being away and having a complicated life. i must admit i didn't have much bond with relatives. i don't know there are several factors. 1. age groups. MY age group in th family specially in mom's side is not that popular. when they were teenagers i was considered a kid. so i never really got close with cousins. 2. complications. we're just a normal typical BIG FILIPINO FAMILY. if there were no complications we would be so abnormal now wouldn't we? 3. being away. now this applies to dad's side. most of my relatives in my father's side lives far away. so we didn't really had the chance to get close :) BUT THIS YEAR. and it is just january 6, it is safe to say that i have gained cousins and an uncle! :) -not that they are new to the family but we have just managed to X-out the factors mentioned above! I am so happy i'm just going to spill it out here! :) last reunion, i mostly spent my time wi...

Hey dad! I have a new blog site! :) You can stalk my blogs again from now on. let me share to you first my story for the day. Is that all?  (taken from 365 Moments to Cherish - Robert Strand) In a little Florida town there as a plain home for small, unwanted boys. The kindly matron didn't have much in the way of luxuries, but she made it up to the boys... she loved them, mothered them, spanked them, fed them, taught them to love God , to read their Bibles, to pray, and to become good citizens. One day a well-to-do lady came from a distant city to see about adopting one of the boys. Everyone was so pleased and happy for the fortunate boy who would be going to live in such a fine placement home -- a successful father, a beautifully dressed and coifed lady for a mother. After going through the selection process, one particular little boy was chosen. Then the prospective mother began talking to him and asked, "Do you have a bicycle?" Back the answer came, "...

THE MAKING… Actually I’m in the middle of making my family a sort of presentation... Something that i want them to watch whenever they miss me... (hahaha coz I’m pretty and sure that they will) i know that my works aren't that much to view but i still want to make them... i even have a feeling that i  will make my own presentation in all of my birthdays  to surprise everyone (ironic isn't it?) so.... here's the story.. To be really honest... i was shocked that today is May 16 well to be more honest it’s already 12:26 am so technically its now may 17... getting back... i was suppose to meet my old friends today but since i didn't know that today is may 16 i was expecting to meet them sometime next week... what a bummer... since i totally missed it and I’m terribly sorry for it.. I can’t do anything about it... its already done... i hoped they had fun... but there’s one more thing that is bugging me... And it is that my parents will be returning back to Doha on the ...

It's December 07 today and this year it is super special. I know that my dad celebrates his birthday every year and it is just the same this year and how come this year it is super special than the last years… As some of you may already know, my father has been discovered with some complications regarding his health. I never told him my reaction regarding this matter. Actually I'm not comfortable talking about his condition. I'm just not used to him being sick and all. My father is living a very healthy life. He has discipline with what he is eating, he doesn't have any vices. He quitted smoking several years ago, he does drink but occasionally. I never had the thought that he will be this sick. When my mother told us his condition, I think that broke my heart. I always bear in mind that God is the one responsible for everything that is happening to us. At first I didn’t understand what GOD wants and why did he let this happen. When I was about to question him, it ca...

aHmmm.. mY lasT blog was sUper dedicaTed fOr mY mOm sinCe iTs hEr birtHday.. and tOday i'M gOnna write anOther one.. and tHis tiMe iTs suPer dedicated fOr mY daD.!!!! sinCe iTs father's daY.!!! *haPpY father's daY tO aLL tHe dadS oUt tHere.!!!* last bLog, i wrOte a pOem.. buT i'M nOt taLented enOugH tO write anOther oNe *hehehe.. maYbe nxT yeaR.. i'LL wriTe yOu a pOem.! aHakz* sO.. i'M gOnna share yOu a sOng..! daD.! aHmm.. tHanks fOr aLL tHe sUppOrT.. fOr aLl the lOve tHat yOu have giVen aLL these yeaRs.!!! and tHougH sOmeTimEs.. i fOrgeT tO shOw yOu how haPpY anD bLessEd i aM tO have yOu as my faTher.. i hOpe tHat in tHis bLog.. yOu sEe hOw mucH i love yOu.!! hehehe.. *sorrY iF soMetiMEs i disResPecT yOu wiTh hOw i taLk wiTh yOu buT i guEss its jusT likE thAt.! hehe.. i tend yo fOrgEt at times that yOu are mY father.. i regard yoU as one oF my friEnds.. buT i didn'T meaN iT liKe tHat.. i resPecT aNd lOve you as mucH as yOu knOw.!!! i jusT knOw that li...

 weLl tHis bLog is sUper dedicatEd tO my mOm.! sinCe iTs hEr birtHday tOday.. *happY birThday ma.!* aHmm warning.. tHis bLog is dRamatic..i meaN reaLly reaLLy dramatic.! hehe tHis pasT few days my mOm anD i haD sOme trOubLe... aNd i wanT tO say sOrrY agaiN.. i Never had thE cHance tO say sOrrY tO her sO i wanT tO say sOrry tO her nOw.. sOrrY.. iTs aLL havE beEn saiD aNd dOne.. i caN never briNg bacK tHe tiMe and re dO aLl tHe tHinGs tHat had hapPened.. ma.. yOu'LL aLways bE my mOther wHatever hapPens.. i migHt geT mad tO yOu again bUt tHe facT remains tHat yOu're sTiLL my mOther.. i'LL aLwaYs resPect aNd lOve yOu.! Btw.. i maDe a pOem.. *take nOte iTs my firsT pOem ever!* and iTs fOr yOu.! i lOve yOu ma.! happy 46th b-daY.!!!!  My biggEsT scaR.. My mOm.. i dont know wHat to say or write i'm nOt even sUre if tHis is righT aLl i knOw is i nEed tHis too tO exPress aLl my feELinGs abOut yOu yOu heLped me thRouGh my ups and dOwn yOu aLways make suRe i get bac...