sTiLL the saMe oNLy better

It was and still a special and memorable day. I will never forget the exact events that happened during that day. It was October 2006 when i attended a certain retreat in our church, the "encounter God retreat". Many people already did their testimonies about that certain retreat that after it you're life really will change. I know their testimonies are true for i really see their difference. I knew that a month after that our family will transfer here in Doha, i don’t want to have any regrets, and I joined.



The retreat lasts for three days and i was down to the last day on the retreat. Still i haven't found or felt the change that they were talking about. The session ended i walked out of the church, wondering what would happen to me now. I never wanted to go out since i really felt different during the retreat. At that point i was feeling scared and lost. I believe it was God who put the song into my mind, the song that our pastor sings every night before we go to sleep. The song is entitled still. I believe it is form the book of Psalms chapter 49 verse 15-16.



I believe that God really want me to have that song. That song thought me a lot of things. Whenever I’m down or troubled all i have to do is be still and He is God. He would not give me something i couldn't handle. Through that song i had a better view of life. I became optimistic; I began to regard everything as a blessing. I know that I don’t have to worry since I don’t have anything to worry about. God is with me and always will be. 


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  1. lencastroOctober 6, 2008 at 3:31 PM

    you’re life really will change(?) WAT"S WITH THE APOSTROPHE? your
    The retreat lasts for three days and i was down to the last day on the retreat ( TENSE CONSISTENCY) This was in the past so it should be in the past tense.

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  2. Patch AJanuary 11, 2012 at 10:36 AM

    uh... i'm not gonna go for your grammar coz i got the sense anyways :) but you know, i noticed you really are into songs aren't you? God speaks to you in songs (or life in general). somehow that's something that sticks to you a lot. :) that's really cool coz i love music and life speaks to me in that way too :) keep God in your heart always and the difference is already there: salvation :)

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