Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

this day is so weird. I SWEAR! anyway.. this post is meant for HIM. i know right after everything that had happened. i can still manage to write about him. to think about him even. am i really not over him? is he still in here ---> <3 omo omo wait i cant continue this yet coz someones being weird and for the record its not just ME. anyway. i want to really write this. the feel of me writing will soon be gone. I know what happen for me to come up with this. I haven't found someone new YET? hahaha and it will be two years since i last saw him. plus its getting cold these days. it's just OUR season. i miss him warming up my cold legs. i miss him. PLUS PLUS PLUS. i was watching we got married AGAIN. and i managed to finish it. until the jeju part. and that made me super yes SUPER sad. anyway.. so i looked back to our pictures. i NEVER do that. i can't. i don't know why but every time i do, i feel like he's watching me as well. so i NEVER EVER click that folder...

actually i am planning to leave this site in about 10 months. not to finally quit blogging but just moving on with a new one. I'll be turning 18. that's why. and since it's Realities of a TEENAGE drama princess. i just thought that... i'm not TEENAGE anymore. i see it clearly now. i'm a teenager still until i am writing the word TEEN in my age :) so i still have 2 more years i guess :) I am so excited at how many thoughts i will be able to put here. I can't wait to have them all right now! that's all! gotta go sleep! church tomorrow :)

since this is MINE. and i can post ANYTHING. i will. :P yes MY WORLD. MY RULES. deal with it! i want to talk about this. i'm not saying who that person is :)) for his privacy and FUTURE. hahaha well this may count as an offense with the school so ima protect this person. let's just assume he's a guy. anyway. isn't his sentiments worth knowing? it's funny.. but i must say. HE HAS A POINT! is the world not fair or what? :)) 

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Hi! i'm 17! I feel so... slow? dumb? OLD. it's not like my birthday's yesterday. It's THREE FREAKING MONTHS AGO. and it's only recently that it has started to sink in. i AM 17. tsk tsk. i viewed a blogspot of a bright young girl today. and i should say it was really wow. now looking back mine. it's just that.. mine appeared as somewhat being ran by someone OLD. i know i can make this look more young. yeah i learned some html shiz --sorry for the language but i feel like saying it that way-- anyway. but i'm just too lazy. xD i'm really OLD. omo omo omo. hahaha and PS. i'm really getting pissed with yahoo mail. their servers are totally whacked up. should i start using microsoft outloook? OMG. SUPER OLD. UPDATE : though i am OLD. there are still parts of the world where i am considered BATA. for example MY HOME. yes i am definitely bata there. and IRM :> it's so surreal how they call me BATA. and when i say THEY i mean THEM. ALL OF THEM....

WARNING WARNING wrong grammarsssss :)) Definitely a blog worthy day! Please Laptop bear with me as I try to finish this. As my battery is dead, as in deceased, and my charger's flickering. OK START! Wednesdays has been expected to be a really long day. EXCEPT THIS ONE. since it is college week, so they said that classes in the afternoon will be suspended. Being me, i didn't really have plans to go to any school activities. So, I agreed to watch this movie with friends. I wake up earlier than everybody else in my block. I am pretty and far away from my school so I am really obligated to. In short, me going to school alone is really a BIG effort. I have a 7 am class. which is histology. so i have to be prepared both physically and emotionally. After rushing my way to school. The professor didn't attend the class. so OK. THANKS A LOT! next class. and luckily the LAST for this day. -college week- computer lab. so this will be easy. and yes it was. we just did a simple act...

in the movie eat pray love, there is this intriguing question that got me. It is that "What is your word? the word that describes you. that tells who you are." then the lead said many words until she came up with -writer. Then they all said in return. "That's not your word, that is what you do" wow. actually it was not a light bulb moment on the spot. I hated the movie. I think it's too boring to watch. I'm even glad i didn't pay money to see that film. Up until today. With all the walks and rides alone i have a lot of time to think. really think. Then the idea just popped. "What is my word?" I don't know since when but i know since i am young i have been really decided. I am going to be a physician no matter what. Sure, as a child i also wanted to be a teacher, i even wanted to be a fireman. every time my mom and i goes to the bank, i wanted to be an accountant or anyone else in the bank. thinking that they get to keep the money fo...

This post is made like half a century ago. OK not that long ago. Like months ago? i'm not sure. Anyway. LATE PUBLISH. oK.. RANDOM THOUGHT RANDOM REASON RANDOM POST... i always say ' tanggap ko sa society ang mga bading pero ang mga tibo nDe '  nO offense but thaT is my opinion... i dont know buT i just doNt find it OK to see lesbians.. speciaLLy wiTh girlfrienDs.!!! but i'm ok seeing gays.. being witH them and everything.. but when it comes to lesbos.. idk.. but i have a lesbian friend and i'm ok with her :D BUT yeah.. i just dont find it ok as in general... I am ok with gays.! i loVe having gay friends.. haha but of course i dont like gays having an actuaL affair with guys too.. but overall i'm ok with them! haha weird? discrimination? wrong? sexist much? well here's my reason... MEN - are naturally confused :)) that's why it's ok if they become like that since.. I believe they are born CONFUSED :D WOMEN - aRe WOMEN noT MEN.!!! they are not ...

if there will be one movie that i never get tired watching it is "SEX AND THE CITY" both 1 and 2! i just love the complexity of their lives while having fun! I don'y know how to describe it well but i think that's why i love it! Their friendship is unfathomable. They are really the BEST of friends! They bring out the real definition of SISTER. I know they're not perfect. Each of them has flaws and they sometimes fight with each other. Which made them more perfect than ever! Anyway enough admiration to the sex and the city girls. My point is. There's this line in the first movie that is really worth thinking over. It is when Miranda's husband cheated on her. Right then she wanted a divorce. Something happened between Miranda and Carrie. When Miranda was asking for forgiveness, actually she was demanding for one, Carrie told her that she is badgering her for forgiveness for the last 3 days but she haven't thought of forgiving her husband with what he d...

I have promised God that I will testify for what he had done for me last semester. I just have to say that, it was the hardest for me. Not only because of the courses but because I was under a lot. By a lot I mean, depression, pressure, stress. Everything seemed complicated. I know I want something but I can't figure out what it is. I want change but I simply want it to happen without my participation. I was miserable for the last 5 months. I waited for life to start without noticing that, that became my life. As I type this right now I don’t know if I am going to post this. But I know I have to let at least one soul to know my struggles. To know how MY God took over my life this semester. I have many reasons why I felt that the last 5 months of my school life is the hardest. I forgot every good thing that has been happening. I became a pessimist. I was in denial. I let things get out of hand. It was complicated. I am not saying that I didn’t have any problems like this before...

It's been a while since i blogged ;) actually i have a couple of unpublished blogs. It's because i don't know how to end them just yet! or i don't know how to actually start it? well anyway. Maybe This will also remain unfinished. But i swear i'll post this one. Actually I know the reason why I can't publish my blogs. It's because I'm afraid that I'm doing or saying the wrong things and people might read it and judge me again. weird much? yeah. i've been through a lot. This must be what celebrities feel XD HAHAHAHA anyway back to reality. To break all the silence in my blog and to finally publish some of them, i would just like to say to myself that... THIS IS YOUR BLOG! people don't care to whatever you say! well actually they might but YOU WON'T! except of course if it came from someone you really love right? I just want to say that if people will have to say something about my blogs then, I'll let them! Anyway, I DON'T CA...

officially... my december ended yesterday.. the moment i turned my back and walk through the immigration... my december ended.... but as what i watched in the movie.. "love happens" it's like the burial is not a ceremony to honor that a person has died.. rather.. it is to celebrate that he lived. even though my december ended already.. i am still grateful that it ever happened... the first weeks of my december were all about the drama! LOL so over it that i dont even remember much what happened.. hahaha anyway.. that was really something.. i was really in tough times.. i am only 16! and to be put in that was like... WTH! what's up world?! during those times... i found it very hard to be still... like for the 1st tym! i always thought that my life verse was "pang tamad" coz all you have to do is be still.. and yet.. at that time.. i found it hard to do so... and amidst my problem was a great feeling... there.. i knew who my real friends are. i knew who the ...

Hi! i'm 16 and i have experienced goodbye at its finest :) goodbye... it stings me. with all the goodbyes i had, i never want to hear it again... sadly.. i see my future with still a lot of goodbye.... what is goodbye anyway? as the dictionary defines it.. "act of leaving" but as for me.... it is something you say when you know you don't want to leave just yet but have to... what do i know about the word goodbye? you could never imagine :)) my first ever memorable goodbye issss.... during elementary recollection. though i didn't know yet that i'll be transferring schools, i have a hint that i'll never see my friends again... and so it was true! i was transferring schools.. i have to say goodbye to my elementary friends... i cried real hard that day :)) when my parents told me that i was transferring schools i cried so bad! *and it makes me laugh now :))* With that.. i'll call it "My HELLO to GoODBYEs" my second goodbye is... after two yea...