Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

why think. it's over. why study? it's unnecessary :)) love is really not meant for two BABY :)) *of course except for you two hannah and chi* but of course it is NOT meant for two kids acting like mommy and daddy already. :) everything was just so liberating. LORD. thank you for so much :)

"I have guys who are good friends, but I kind of like to be the girl that nobody can get." miley cyrus "What I've learned is not to change who you are, because eventually you're going to run out of new things to become." taylor swift  "Let’s be honest, I have enough money to never have to work again, but I would never want that…" emma watson i am NOT alone. but i feel alone. not suicidal. not yet. Mariel Tan

GGOOOOOODDDD. hello. this is my new realized dream. i want a dance number/music video like this please. she is just so... steamy. xD she's my new definition of hot and yummy :P iWant.

SORRY. just can't contain it any longer... a RANT on how Filipinos could think that Leukemia is such an easy disease that's why we often here it's their disease.

I am so moved. I saw this from Paul Dateh and Victor Kim. Janet was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia (ALL) in August 2009 while studying at UCLA. She endured 8 rounds of high-dosage chemotherapy that lasted over the course of a year. In June 2010, she left the hospital in complete remission and began a regimen of maintenance therapy that kept her cancer-free for a year and a half.  Grateful for the time she had to be healthy, Janet finished h er studies and finally graduated. She was hired by a local school district to assist the teaching staff with tutoring high school students. Although she studied for the GRE and was accepted to graduate school, she declined the offer because she was uncertain about her career choice. Instead, she took a long-awaited dream trip to England and France with her mother. Janet also got a chance to appear in People Magazine on behalf of the nonprofit organization First Descents to promote hope and healing to other young adult cancer ...

HAPPY chinese NEW YEAR :)) lol. though i'm TAN and all, we don't really celebrate chinese new year. only the tikoy part :)) but this year... I WILL :) only because i am confused with the last new year's :)) And like last year, i promise not to make resolutions just end of the year conclusions, as inspired by Philip Wang... soooo... THIS IS A PLAN. not a resolution :)) LEGGO! :) FIRST ! As i promised myself, Tita Liz, Kim and Dane.... I WILL. EAT VEGETABLE s. from now on. I will. I really will. WHATEVER vegetable. i swear. i really will. GGGAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH\ SECOND ! BE HEALTHY . the complete package. sleeping at the right time, eating the right food at the right time, not eating the wrong food :)) LOL what do i mean by right and wrong food right? :)) ALSO this would have to include... Proper posture, proper weight. THE COMPLETE PACKAGE. THIRD! LIVE IT UP . do the things i really want to do. say the things i really want to say. LIVE like it were my last.. LOVE ...

wow. yesterday's blog post was well.. a crap. so let me do it all over again :) There are things I’ve been meaning to say... very important things.  I didn't want people to find out yet or at least not this way but anyway let me start with what happened last Sunday. Last Sunday was WOW. I started the day right, woke up early and all but still arrived at church late BUT not late enough to miss the whole thing. I believe that God arranged it that way for me to arrive at the perfect time... I was just in time for the altar call. Pastor Gil prayed for me... I don't know if he really knows or he's just convicted by the Holy Spirit though that's more likely... He prayed EXACTLY what I stood there for... he thanked the Lord for my safe travel and he prayed for my future plans... it was so detailed that it was giving me the chills xD and BTW while all of those were happening the song that was playing was “Still” yup. My song. After the service Joyce, Zy and I went to I...

HERE'S AN IMPROVED VERSION OF THIS :P http://someoneyouwillneverbe.blogspot.com/2012/01/one-more-chance.html save yourself and just read that one. :P Don't waste your time reading this one :))

did you know that today is VERY FUN? :) why? i'll write it down tomorrow :) and if you're wondering why i always do this check-out-my-blog-tomorrow thing it is because... i don't have the energy to write things today and i will have to do it tomorrow but with these post i feel like i am really obliged to do so only because i promised myself and the "readers" that i will. xD and since kuya patch really have been reading.... HELLO KUYA PATCH :) this is an appreciation post to you as well :) THANK YOU SO MUCH for reading and commenting :) i really appreciate it... i would want to answer all of your comments here but i think you wouldn't get notified even if i do so xD soooo.... there :) TOMORROW - BLOG POST. swear! :)

RRIIIIIGGGGHHHHTTT. instead of studying or fixing my things... I AM DOING THIS. well it take my mind off things :) ok i'm ready. :)

hello :) i'm back! in the philippines that is.. :) i should be celebrating right now right? because after all i got what i wanted :P BUT *dun dun dun* i don't feel like it.. only because... 1. I FELL ASLEEP. or I DIDN'T WAKE UP. i took a "NAP" at around 2 pm and woke up now. GRRRR. what is FAIL? xD 2. i have lots of quizzes coming up.. and somehow, i may have dropped my brain somewhere or i may have lost it slowly in the cold. xD 3. someone. tsk.  anyway.. i have lots to write (below) about for this blog but you see i can't as well because of those reasons above :)) 1. I get to finish my bible in one year project?, in the airplane, after the international date line so technically it's dec 31 STILL from where i finished it soooo :)) 2. of course how i spent my holidays and the lessons i learned from it 3. some things about somewhere :)) and what i realized from there. GOSH. me with lists again. :)) because on the plane ride home i get to ...

Got these questions from Chelsea Kane Though it is already January 2, 2012 from where I am typing... here's my end of the year survey! :) What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before? zip line! What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2011? MORE bonding time with friends. What was your biggest achievement of the year? I got good gradesfor my 2nd sem in 2nd year! What was your biggest failure? HAHAHAHAHA i got the lowest grades for my 1st sem in 3rd year. :)))))) What was the best thing someone bought you? I received a lot of "things" but  i wouldn't say they are the best... xD BESIDES the BEST things in life are FREE so how can someone buy it? What did you get really really really excited about? DEBUT. What songs will always remind you of 2011? Breakaway. kelly clarkson What do you wish you'd done more of? studying? What do you wish you'd done less of? being lazy. How do you plan to spend NYE? I have a lot ...