Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

Day 30 – A picture of someone you miss i would definitely miss this 30 day photo challenge but this will have to be my answer… hahaha too much of myself? well this picture shows my smile :) i will miss my real happy smile.

Day 29 – A picture that can always make you smile I can always hear this picture speaking… “but that’s new stuff… you gotta wait for it!” :P

Day 28  - A picture of something you’re afraid of. June 4 to be exact….

Day 27 – A picture of yourself and a family member my dear brother  and just stating the obvious… his teeth are chocolate coated  hahahaha

Day 26-A picture of something that means a lot to you OHANA

Day 25-A picture of your day well for this day, I am awake. OBVIOUSLY. but the past days was spent like this… always. me trying to sleep because it is freaking 10 AM and still haven’t slept yet. DON’T KNOW WHY. hmm. I should get help?

Day 24-A picture of something you wished you could change not just that part of the world ok. EVERYTHING. I’m waiting for the world to change today I found out that my tita died. after years of being bedridden. My sincerest condolences for my cousins and tito. Though I know for sure tita is in a better place now. She’s with our dear Lord. And for us Christians… Death IS NOT the END of everything but only the BEGINNING.

Day 23 – A picture of your favorite book I am not really sure if it’s the bible soo… I’m just gonna put this.

Day 22 – A picture of something you wish you were better at If I were to answer this casually, it would be at everything. I wish I could be better at everything. but since this includes, posting a picture, I think I have to do with this. I wish I was better at playing guitar. Though I know I will be, if I put in some effort. but naaahhh. I’m just to lazy busy for that

they say that tomorrow is the end of the world. WELL TECHNICALLY. it’s today  hahaha but I don’t believe that. then why am I writing again? because a part of me wants it to happen. I just want everything to end right here right now. I know what I am thinking is pretty selfish. but what can I do? I’m just a girl constantly seeking for love and when I have finally found it here I am again about to lose it. if everything ends today at least I can say I finish happily. BOTTOM LINE IS: I JUST DON’T WANT TO GO AWAY FROM HERE. I WANGT TO BE HERE. but what can I do? I NEED to be there. I NEED to endure everything. I NEED TO.

Day 21 – A picture of something you wish you could forget. This came to mind. now there’s a lot of something I wish I could forget.  though, I don’t entirely WISH I could forget THAT… but I wish I could forget the pain it brought and still bringing whenever I remember.

Day 20 – A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel I always wanted to go to korea. Because of the amount of korean dramas I have watched  But then.. this will do for now. I would love to travel EVERY PART OF THE PHILIPPINES PLEASE!

Day 19 – A picture and a letter hmm.. I’m just not in the mood to write a letter. But here it is… Dear Nick, or delta. who ever reads this first Are you really dating? Is this for real? And if this is true, who is Nikki then? or is she Nikki? Do you really have a formspring account, Nick? Sincerely yours, Mariel

Day 18 – A picture of your biggest insecurity. HAHAHA   well my nose, is not the prettiest. I know that. BUT… I also know that I am fearfully and wonderfully made. THOUGH MAN, my nose is big!

first. I didn’t want to make this as well. BUT there are just certain situations when you just can’t “let it go” or “let it pass by” I’ve reached the point of ENOUGH. SO. I know I’M NOT PERFECT . I NEVER CLAIMED I AM . I know my attitude is not that perfect either. I have my moments . JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE DOES. AND YES THAT INCLUDES YOU . SERIOUSLY. The person I hate the most are those PRETENDING to be so perfect . And don’t get me wrong. I’m bashing on you like this not because of WHO YOU ARE because TRUST ME. I believe there is NOTHING that could change you. I am doing this because of WHAT YOU HAVE DONE. AND I hope that this post will be a REALITY CHECK FOR YOU. The words you have just said is JUST TOO MUCH. I could have let it go like that last time and that other time but TODAY. NOPE. you’re not getting away with what you have done. You say TOO MUCH. No wonder.   forgive me I know that’s out of the picture. ANYWAY. Seriously WHO ARE YOU TO SAY those words. j...

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently most of the challenges was thought over in just seconds. This one took me the longest time yet, I think. I don’t really know what to answer but, this came to mind. a picture of Centralia, Pennsylvania. I just thought that, there really is MORE than what meets the eye. Who could have thought that THAT would be the story of that city?

the 100 questions 1. HAVE ANY SCARS?  a lot. 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? JONAS BROTHERS! 3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE? there are SO MANY disney movies than you ever imagine. 4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO? pop, rnb 5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? afternoon. I think. 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?  sleep. 7. WHO DO YOU MISS?  everything philippines. BUT I DON’T WANT TO GO THERE YET. THANK YOU. 8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?  Family Memories 9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?  still his smell. 10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? yes. 11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK? Yes. 12. WHAT DID YOU SEE YOURSELF DOING 5 YEARS AGO, TODAY? I don’t really remember. 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE/ PERFUME? his perfume. 14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR TO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? just as long as it suites his face 15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED/PROPOSIN...

Day 16 – A picture of someone who inspires you I get inspiration from a lot. from movies, to personalities, to EVERYONE. but today I have to answer this. my grandmother  I want to be like her when I grow older. As she says it “sophisticated and ELITE”

Day 15 – A picture of something you want to do before you die. THERE ARE TONS of things I want to do before I die. But for today, this will do. celebrate my 18th birthday

Day 14 – A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without. Thinking about it, gives me the chills. MY PARENTS