Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

quick post. thought it is too great too just keep it for my family alone soo.... originally intended to post this in our family's secret group in facebook but as i am typing i know i am coming up to something brilliant so... as Christians we stand by the promise of God to us... how He loves us and how we will have a great life... John 3:16. yet our problems are still here and they keep coming and its as if we are never moving past this... and i found this one... So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth. Revelations 3:16 we need to remind ourselves of another 3:16 verse.... 15I know your deeds, that you are  neither cold nor hot. I wish you were  either one or the other!  16So, because you are lukewarm-- neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit  you out of my mouth. it's not enough that we believe that God loves us... we should believe IT with the every fiber of our being. if you want something it is no...

since she begged me for it ;) CHOS! :)) I can still remember how I met your mother..  promise last ko na yan.. or not xD  game na talaga :)) I can still remember how I met her... it was the first day of class and she's one of the first people that i know.. I dont know why but i saw her as the really ate type. like you know how in class there would be that girl who is sooo much of an ate... little did i know she would really be my sister :) :") despite of my always fail memory... i can still remember the exact moment i knew that her mother isn't around anymore... it was almost sunset then we were at the 4th floor... the way i felt... i can never quite understand why in the movies whens someone tells that she has lost someone that way they always say "i'm sorry" but ever since that sunset at the 4th floor i knew why... because when someone is as sweet and as happy as janelle... like how she doesn't deserve to lose someone so dear to her but she di...

or not. not really sure. but i want to actually just sit down and type out my thoughts right now... we are still in this "phase"... the everything is still unpredictable and nothing is really stable kind of phase... we have not yet found a house to put our home in... still jobless as ever... still clueless on what's actually going on with my dad. oh my dad. i actually want to just write how i love my dad so much it pains me to just see him like this. how i could and would trade anything just to see him better... the only thing that is keeping me sane right now is the fact that i know we are here for a reason and that I know that the story is not yet over... even though i dont clearly know what's happening.. GOD DOES! and that's enough. also.. i have just finished reading a good book. it's been ages since i last read and finished a book this fast... it was recommended by my cousins.. it's "anna and the french kiss" i was halfway through the ...

it's been a long time since i last posted anything here.... before anything else... i would like to say... I HAVE ARRIVED :) haha *yes that's form the john lloyd-sarah movie* I am finally here. It took me quite some time to really know that i am here but i think i'm finally getting it... :) i would love to share the stuff that's been happening and the stuff that happened but i dont think i'm ready to sort out my emotions just yet soooo here's what's coming soon in this site! MY 18th YEAR SPECIAL! :) i have always wanted to do like a run down of my debut... to give my self the last chance to say what I wasn't able to say during my celebration... it was supposed to be right after the party when everything is just so fresh and you know.. but i wasn't able to due to the loads of school works i had..or just due to my laziness mainly. :P hahaha anyhow.. i figured i would do it right before i turn 19 instead! since my being 18 doesn't end with the ...