Realities of a Teenage Drama Princess :)

oK...i jusT finished wathcing a film.. and i am not telling what it was because it will be embarassing but.. its about high school.. friendship.. and moving on to college.. yeah you might have a guess of what it is right now and i'm letting you believe in your own guesses.. what ever movie you think it is yeah it is that one.. :P i have never looked graduation this way.. after graduation i felt nothing.. being that our graduation was totally weird like the ambassador telling the parents to vote and something like tHat :D i didnt feet the moment maybe because i wasn't aware that this may be the last time of seeing my classmates again.. or maybe i know that specially after graduation in elementary i transferred school and never saw my classmates again, but i was just afraid of that feeling the feeling of being left behind... i was so focused on my future that i forgot i am living today. maybe the reason why i can smile through every trial i have is because i look after tomor...

abby thank you for everything that you have done to me.. thank you for crying during our recollection... i then knew i have a real friend.. that i have someone to count on.. someone that i know will cry for me.. sabi mo ang strong kO kc nDe ako umiiyak and i can still smile but aBby.. nDe.. mas strOng ka sakin kc nagawa mong umiyaK.. sa mga bagay na nDe naman nangyayari sayo.. alam mo bang sobrang gusto kong umiyak pero nDe ko talaga magawa.. prang nDe ako makahanap nmg sobrang laking reasons pra umiyak... pero nung nkita kitang umiyak... naiyaK akO.. and super sarap ng feeliNg..! aun auN.. thank yoU tlaga abBy.. fOr makinG my last days memorable.. thank you talaga sa lahat..remember when you didnt talk to me for about a month when we were in third year and when i asked you why you said "trip ko lng" wahahaha.. it still makes me laugh.. nDe kO alam perO prang nakakatawa lang tlaga.. =)) thank you din pla sa lahat ng party mo sa al khor.. nag enjoii tlaga ung kafated ko sa lah...

i just finished watching the latest drama that maDe my heart skipped a beat and i am so sad but at the same time feeling so kiLig about iT and actually wanting the same happily ever after in iT.. bUt nOw i am jusT so noT feeliNg it aNd this feeling forced me to do this... supposedly i am to enjoy this moment and sleep happily but because of this it ruined my moment so i am really frustrated and finally realized i am at this ENOUGH. i have finally reached ENOUGH.. its actually great that i can finally describe what ENOUGH feels like.. ow wait i canT.. :D i've been planning to do this for a long time now but today i really felt the need to do it NOW. its not that i am giving up 'coz really i dont wanna put it in my nature. lets just say i'm doing this because i came to love myself more than i love you. *and yes i do love you* this one is worse than the previous one we had. coz this time i really kept my hopes high. i really want to see what will happen in the future. i ...